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Laziness always prevails, had I followed the plan/scheduled I set for myself yesterday I would be on the bus right now heading to that denture clinic and asking them if I could do my stupid 15 hour observation thing with them. Of course I hit snooze and slept right in and now I'm feeling too lazy to get dressed and step out of the house. Besides that fact that it's freezing outside I admit that I'm quite nervous about approaching strangers and asking them if I could invade their privacy and basically watch them work. It's entirely frustrating that they decided to add this mandatory 'co-op' thing in the middle of the year. It does feel like our year is the guinea pig year, everything is trial and error with us. So, how will I spend this day? Probably by doing nothing at all except watch television maybe start studying for the board exam and bending those dang wires. Well it is only 2 right now so if I get my act together by 3 I think things will be ok. Now, although I would never admit it to the instructors I think there is a possibility that I may be able to finish 15 of the 16 units by the end of March, given that no one cancels on me again. I guess it's the fact that I don't know how this will all end is what worries me. Though I did find out that it'll take a month before finding out the results for the board exams in the summertime. That means that pass or fail I WILL be traveling somewhere. I don't care where, just so long as I'm out of this province. I've been in school for 15 years straight without taking a single vacation anywhere. Enough is enough, it's time for me to see what's out there beyond these 4 walls. The travel destinations are endless but it's the details that are more concerning but I'm really sick of holding myself back. It's now almost 3pm, lol it's too late to turn back now.

what are you trying to prove with the things you do?
you are a sheep in wolves clothing, i hate you.

oy, I have a cavity :(